i tink i've got bladder problem.
-3.45am
/edit.

i need to blog.
i need to do something abt myself.

i feel very much lifeless. =\
i dunno; just like wake up to nothing.
having nth to do; stuck at home.
no job; no work; no life.

& did i mention i lost my appetite again ?
my stomach gives me weird signals.
BAHH; i dunno. (:

i feel random these days.
random happiness; random sadness.
random friendships; random schools.
random; like random.

anyhow; chatting with sister is good relief. (:

& i miss him, but he has work.

school's coming up like very soon;
& we'll have even lesser time for each other.

& love each other but no time means must break issit ?

i dunno abt the rest; i feel it coming to me.
why cun everything be picture perfect ?
thought abt it;

well; it was perfect, it was made perfect.
we, mankind; destroyed the ideal perfect.

i know when i'm not feeling too good.